Yay for school. I love school.
I'm not too sure about my portrait teacher though...she's kind of loopy. She's not very sure of herself either, which ya know...doesn't make for a good teacher. I don't learn well from loopy, flakey, people...and she's definitely one of those types. So I'm definitely going to have to call upon other sources of learning to pass this class.
History of photography seems like a fun class...all we're really doing is, well... learning the history of photography. Nothing much more about that.

 I miss my love. :( He's staying at his grandfather's house while he's away since his grandfather's significant other doesn't like to be home by herself while he's gone. I secretly think my love wants to practice his pool game...bah, oh well. I just miss him. I wouldn't mind seeing him today, but I don't think it'll happen... tomorrow's another story, I know I'll see him then. I just REALLY want to see him now. :( EEEEEEEEE Depress much?

Later.

No class schedule sent through snail mail...so I called my school and left a message. Hopefully I'll receive a call back from them. I BETTER. Classes start on Monday and with me being so swamped because of work, I really would love the much needed break for school.

I started to frequent hammerjax again. Every wednesday. It's usually just Cheryl and I that go, but now my love goes with us. :) I'm trying to spend as much time with him as humanly possible between our schedules before he leaves for boot camp. It's HARD! But yesterday he stayed with me over night. Then we basically just laid around in my bed until we got hungry and I had to go to work. I miss him already. My pillows still smell like him though.

He told me he wants to marry me after boot camp and AIT is overwith. I told him "I'll believe it when I see it." It's weird talking about marriage and kids with him, because we already talked about it so long ago and it's like we sort of just picked up where we left off two years ago. That's not a bad thing, but I don't know if it's a good thing yet either. I'll have to see how bootcamp and AIT fares on my end of the bargain.

It's weird because I never really stopped loving him. Like... I'll be the first person to admit I badmouthed him, disliked him, and even "hated" him when we split up, but all of that just melted away after two years. We both dated other people, we both "loved" other people, he was engaged at one point to someone. We've both been through so much in two years and we've both grown up, grown older, and come to realize what we want out of life...

I've always known, but you know how guys are. :)

Well...it's 7:00 am and I haven't been to bed yet. Just killing time before my eyes start to sting.

Later.

So... first entry of 2008. I should be so proud of myself!

School starts back up next week. I'm excited about that! I get to see all of my school friends! They had fantastic New Years, I'm sure. Mine was pretty decent as well. I drank a few drinks, nothing too serious and watched all of my friends make jackasses out of themselves...Ryan more so than anyone with his passing out first and making illegitimate speeches about random things. Not to mention the small fact that he busted my lip for me with a pool stick...pure accident, but still. Busted. It's healed now, so it's not a big deal. It was more bruised and swollen than split.

Let me see... while at the New Years party at Josh's I called some random number I had stored in my phone and wished them a Happy New Year even though I had no clue who it was. My random act of the new year. By a small twist of fate it turned out to be the love of my life and now we're back together. Dylan wasn't working out well. Add to the fact that we haven't really talked to each other since October and one starts to question the term "significant" other.

Anyway...my love leaves for the army in either February or March. He won't be here for my birthday, but at the same time I think that's a good thing considering I probably won't do anything for it anyway. Whoever decided that turning twenty-one was a mile stone was drunk. And me...I don't plan on getting very drunk on my twenty-first with it being a Monday and all. *sighs*

I'll still miss him.
That's all.

Later.

I officially love "The Singing Bee." The people on that show just crack me up. Plus Joey is such a good host...

Anyway...

There really hasn't been too much going on. Just working and working out. Eating a lot better now. Yep... basically it.

I got sick really bad last night! It was like...rediculous type sick too. I couldn't even sleep. My stomach still feels really queezy, but I need to go to work, so I'm just gonna grit my teeth and bear it. There's nothing else to do anyway. I went to the Triangle on Wednesday so that was alright. I got to do something. Eh...okay. That's all.

Later.

Christmas is around the corner.

I was going down my list of people to buy for (since I'm one of those last minute shoppers). I've got just about everyone done except for my older brother and sister-in-law. I just bought for family this year. And Dani because I had to. I saw something that reminded me of her so much I just had to get it. I'm meeting her in ten minutes at Applebee's.

Then I work at 7:00pm.

According to Tabi (at work) I'm putting off the inevitable. I told her it can't be inevitable because I'm not worried about it and I don't believe it's true. She just shrugged her shoulders and said "whatever" then told me "I'll be the one saying 'I told you so' afterward." I love her. Inevitable-ness aside.

Not really much else.

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!! :)

Later.